hmm..today is thursday la..mi mood not exactly very gd..dun ask y..but at least now a bit better when i heard from mervyn tat hot going to prom..not very sure whether the news is accurate..but itz better than nth..coz hot go means tat mi gay dadie going..hahaz..wanna know who mi gay dadie is?who else besides richard..hahaz..the most gay in mi class one..hmm..today..ehz..the first thing i cld think of is prom..heard a lot of ppl not going..very very disappointed..coz is like itz coming from the student body..then at first do survey all say wan go..now quite a lot of guys not going..n these guys make up a lot of percentage in mi batch..ya lor..ytd mood not very gd already..i persuade ppl to go to prom..dunno persuade how mani..until i wan to vomit blood le..then they still say dunno..haven make up decision..hor??hmm..if li yun is reading this she will know wad i mean..i persuade her for 3 whole days le..ya lor..then due to some reason..i also not in gd mood on top of these..then normally i not in gd mood will eat very very spicy thing one..but today cant find spicy thing to eat..wad to do..i come home arnd straight after sch then at home nth to eat..eat cup noodles again..ehz..dun scold mi arh..i know itz very unhealthy n i every time eat tat whenever i come home straight after sch..but nvm la..then today..hmm.decided to eat 1 whole big packet of lays..so bought..dun worry i nv finish even half of it..now still in mi drawer..now still so full cant eat mi dinner..mood realli not very gd..but dun worry i'll be fine soon..;)..today thursday rite..hmm..teachers in sch r meeting to moderate our marks..hope i can get 20..coz now mi L1r5 is 23..very very lan i know..but i also nv reallli study hard wad..cant expect much..study hard de..i think onli ss..then got 38/50..quite okie la..then i go srjc first if can..hopefully..if not realli have to work le lor..now hoping to have the mood of chionging mi work..hmm..but these few days very very tired..maybe coz the whole nite i was dreaming tats y cant concentrate on mi slp..i get arnd 8 hrs of slp every day still can fall aslp during chi lessons today..sigh..caught a nap juz now..hmm..mi dreams realli very weird..but itz based on things tat i feel in reality..even dreamt of li lao shi..for some reason..hahaz..tats y i having a sense of deja vu..as though things in reality have happened before..in mi dreams..hahaz..know where i caught this phrase..in summer scent..hahaz..kk..i shall now try to edit mi blog le..lala..

today is a wednesday!!hahaz..pai seh la..i until now still haven find a way of how to move this thing down so u all can see the date..heehz..hmm..today arh..ehz..i went j8 for a while to pre-order the 5566 new album..hahaz..then..guess waD??i saw shu ying!!ya..low shu ying!!!hahaz..ehz..i kinda missed her la..hahaz..then caught up with some stuff..itz her bday today..hahaz..i tot it was in july u know..then she told mi tat july de is rou chi one..hahaz..then..hmm..ya..then came home..lalaz..hahaz..tml is a thursday..then tml im paying for prom money..hmm..ya..i made up mi mind tat im going for prom..hahaz..then influencing ppl..but more ppl go then fun ma!!hahaz..kk..tat shall be for today!!

hmm..onli here for a while..then i will go off to write mi diary le..hehez..today morning got tuition..mi tutor was not very happie to hear mi maths results..hmm..im not happie with it either..hmm..then later noon go grandmama hs coz itz her bday..then later came home at evening..watch tv..do hw(i didnt have the mood to..)..hmm..today supposedly im supposed to go to another bday celebration de..coz mi aunt's husband bday today also..but nv go coz mi mom dun feel like going..we all not very close to mi papa side de relatives ma..so onli mi dad go..tats y now i can come online..hehez..anyway..mi gtg off le..go write diary..then go slp..ahahz..tml is a loong loong day..got phy n bio after sch..lessons until 5.30..will die leh..sianz..dun feel like going to sch tml..but still muz go..sigh..kk..nitez..!

hello!today is a saturday..hmm..okie..lets start from the morning..today early morning wake up..go sch..went onli half an hour early..then in the end class no one..then went to play bball..i missed bball!!!hahahz..then go for chem prac..then after tat bio prac..after tat wanted to play bball de..missed bball quite a lot..hahaz..then wanted to watch new police story..but SOMEONE ps us to go with tat piggie to watch on this thurs..the someone is none other than wei ting lor..ahahz..now she finalli found her xing fu le..ps us..gd for her..bad for us..then in the end juz went amk to eat long john..then went home..tonite was mooncake celebration..aww..first yr stayed at home u know!!every yr also participate..got dance..then this yr stayed at home..no fun one....oh ya..mi first 3 mths..gone case le..ya..

alrite..first thing first..i dun wan to talk about mi results..absolutely..seriously..sincerely..no..but u cld tell how they were by mi 'sharks' here n there in sch..jumping up and down in frustration..but mi 'sharks' in sch was very obvious..tats the word i used most in the day alrite..okie..now..besides this..hmm..i wanna talk about titanic!!tues watched titanic part 1..so nice..!!!but part 2 i didnt watch..coz mi family wanted to watch a show on scv..then i got a lot of tots i promised miself to write down here..hmm..i think rose..getting to know jack was the most wonderful thing tat ever happened to her in her entire life..realli..think tat part when jack is drawing rose in her bunk..i think tats the most xing fu moment in her entire life..u cld see it in her eyes..those zhao mi..very contented look..(though shes onli an actress..i think she acted pretty well..)..jack also ba..drawing her..the woman he loved most in his entire life..will be etched in his mind forever....awww..hahaz..part 2 i nv watch..know rite..last yr i dreamt of jack n rose also..ghahaz..it was a very weird dream..i dreamt tat mi n someone was trying to let jack n rose be together..then we succeeded!!hahaz..the someone i rmb who..but let it be a mystery for u all..;)..hahaz..prom..shld i go or not?i dunno..haven make up mi mind yet..n btw im very indecisive..hahaz..dunno~!

hmm..today is a tuesday!!hahaz..okok..ytd went to zoe hs watch 13 going on 30..it was an okie show..as usual i cried..hahaz..okok..coz the gal..i forgot her name le..ehehz..short term..then coz she used to be mean to tat guy..so when she turned into a 30 yr old jenna..oh ya..i rmbed her name..jenna..the guy was called matt..then she realised she liked him..but he chose wendy..his financee..it wasnt tat they didnt like each other u know..they did..but..it was like jenna was mean to matt..tats y they went into different colleges n all..then later she turned back into the 13 yrs old her..began to cherish matt..and they had a 'happie forever ever after'..hahaz..a cinderalla story nicer..see..fairytales do come true..hehez..dunno in reality or not..but i do believe..juz now watch summer scent..see the 2 ppl wan to love each other until so cham..feel a bit sad for them(i nv cry!!ehz..not today..hehez..)love was supposed to be simple rite..isnt it so?hmm..well..okok..anyway..ya..then ytd also played mahjong in zoe hs..then later went home..today went to mi grandmama hs pass her smth..then go temple..hmm..i regard miself as free-thinker le la..but mi mama wan mi go so go lor..then later went to orchard far east..hahaz..bought 2 shirts..1 jacket..1 pair of jeans..guess how much i spent?hahaz..$115..hehez..but still haven break record yet la..highest record was..200+ in a day i think..hahaz..actualli i wanted to buy a skirt..(nono..not denim skirts..i have more denim skirts than denim jeans le..enough of denim skirts..)but saw 1 i like..but mi mama say too short..i dun find it so la..then in the end nv buy..ya..then went to suntec..coz mi mama wanted to buy her clothes also..then go home lor..very tired..coz mi mama 7.45 wake mi up go out u know??!!i still haven slp enough yet..tats y i dun like to go out in the morning de..yupz..tml..haiz..get back papers le..how..haiz..die le..juz get the kinda results tat i wan can..haiz..getting worried now..but also no use..relax.........

*yawn..*gd morning bloggie..now is 8 sharp in the morning..im wanna slp!!scared later mi mama go work le i will slp until noon..then will be late to meet bf they all again..so no choice have to wake up early..who call mi like to lai chuang so much..hehez..later going to zoe hs..got mi!!bf..wt..yana..emily..hong jin..ly..jas..think so ba..go watch 13 going 30!!ahhaz..but i still think cinderalla story will be nicer..hahaz..then can play mahjong also!!hahaz..i very long nv play le..but today dun let zoe win..everytime at her hs she win a lot de..most of the games she win..so unfair..hahaz..hmm..bloggie..i finalli dreamt of it le..i finalli dream of wad i wanted to know for a very long time..but i dunno if i shld believe it or not..shld i??do dreams come true?i dunno..hmm..i think i do believe tat dreams do come true..but if promises r juz words tat come out from a person's mouth juz to make the other party happie..then i dun wan promises anymore..hmm..itz the same as fairytales i think..if i believe fairytales come true..then dreams will also come true rite?hmm..i do believe in fairytales..dreams do..too..

hello bloggie..~!hmm..today no tuition coz i cancelled it last wk!!ahahz..first time can slp longer..then for the rest of the day..seems like i have done nth but watch tv..watch tv..and watch more tv..hehez..let mi be pig for a few days..then later then i study la..hahaz..hmm..today was better than ytd i guess..hmm..coz..mi papa n mama nv quarrel le..finalli!i think everytime they quarrel im the one who suffer a lot lor..coz they juz cold war..then throw their temper arnd at mi..!everytime have to xi shen xiao wo wan chen da ta men..hahaz..im so noble!!hehez..okok..i being bhb again le..hehez..hmm..then frenz today haven receive news from anyone tat they cried..no news means gd news..yay..hahaz..then mi leh..hmm..i think so far alrite la..hmm..suddenly tot of prom..how arh..u all going or not?hmm..i dunno wan to go or not..actualli i was very on for prom..hahaz..mi mama also like teaching mi wad to wear wad not to wear like tat..hahaz..so with mi parents ive gotten their consent..now..coz of some some some reason tats y i dunno wan to go or not..or coz of tat reason i dun feel like going..but then yana told mi muz support prom..then have to go lor..i missed doing stuff..coz i like thinking..how come prom we all no need to do anything de..so bu xi guan..missed out the fun..but sec 4 le..no need to do..then prom zoe told mi ytd tat if lesser than 300 ppl cant bk the place..so i leave it to fate again ba..hahaz..seems like i have a lot of things which i left it to fate..?hahaz..think i ought to..i dun wanna think tat much..;)

bloggie..how how..mi leg cramp now..very itchy n very pain..dun dare to move at all..hahaz..no la..wad i meant was how how..mi mood not very okie..haiz..frenz..every gal arnd mi like crying..coz of guyz..haiz..y like tat..already not very okie miself..now worse..haiz..then..family..mi mama quarrel with papa..if this quarrel not resolved..things mite be bad..n i mean very very bad..haiz..how..bloggie..y life like tat..haiz..mi today went shopping with yana..nv buy anything..coz not enough $$..tuesday go with mama to buy clothes..haiz..not much mood to blog..sorrie....maybe tml will be better..hopefully....

yay..itz over..itz finalli over..yahoo..!!but sometimes i do wish it isnt over yet..so tat still got more chances for mi to get into a jc..a gd one..hahaz..guess wad..juz now mi wt n bf went to j8..very bored..then later go home waiting for bus rite i saw jonathan!!ehz..hez mi pri sch fren..we split up into different classes in p5..in the same class as him n same group table for 2 yrs..then later sit behind the class for another 2 yrs..hahaz..we were quite close la..but in the bad sense..coz in pri sch he always bully mi..realli always..hahaz..every day u know..mi mama still scold him before..hahaz..those days..he realli changed a lot..i was thinking of some stuff..then later he snapped his fingers..then i looked up..then was wondering who he was..then finalli rmb..coz he juz dun look the same..realli..hahaz..then i think i quite quiet la..coz mi today mood not very gd due to some reasons..then he kept talking..then talked about pri sch n stuff..:)..he got gf le leh!!1+ yr le some more..wa..i nv tot he wld have..back in pri sch i was thinking..which gal marry him will die..coz he realli whole day bully mi until i very pissed off with him..but cant do anything much..hahaz..those days..hmm..ya..okok..today chi paper..ahahaz..if u know wad kinda zao ju i zao..u will faint..hahaz..coz i dunno the meaning..hahaz..amaths paper was okie la..first paper easier than this..i got complete every single qns la..but not every single qns i got do..ahhaz..ok..hmm..tml going out with yana..ahahz..go shopping..oh no!!i love shopping..but i no $$ to buy clothes..sobz..:(..hahaz..nvm la..maybe got la..hahaz..see first..hahaz..haiz..i dun understand..i realli dun..y issit tat gals cry becoz of guyz..?haiz..every wk also got ppl cry arnd mi..haiz..i dunno y..i realli dun..r we expecting too much..or the guys realli didnt know wad we r thinking....?

today emaths n chem paper..emaths paper was quite okie la..but i left a lot of time..i finished the paper arnd in 1 hours time..then the next dunno how long was realli taking mi time to do arnd 3 qns which i skipped..then chem paper..mcq already quite tough..then paper 2..the calculations quite tough i think..very hard to get A1..dunno how..hmm..then tml is chi paper..sianz..!!i dun like to study for chinese..i dunno y..maybe coz no matter how hard i study i end up with the same kinda results..hmm..then tml after tat dunno going where..monday going zoe hs i think..then today elim annouce tat tues no need come back sch for most of us..yahoo!!i wan to watch movie..but like no realli nice shows for mi to watch..hmm..dunno..somehow studying like became a habit..not tat i realli like it or smth..but now..exams over also..orh..okie lor..can go out..maybe coz of o levels?hmm..dunno..gonna rest for 1 wk before i start studying again..hmm..ytd clemence took the flight to taiwan le..4.30am. flight..torturing for mi..hahaz..but he going for 3 wks..so meaning to say these 3 wks i can rest in peace le!!yaay!!i like very bad like tat..sheesh..but i realli shldnt talk to him too much..hmm..quite tired n slpy now..but haven makan mi maggie mee..i cham leh..every day eat maggie mee..but dun eat tat i also dunno eat wad..cannot dun eat later gastric..hmm..sheesh..hmm..juz now read bf blog..seeking love like a fairytale?ya..i think gals do..hahaz..i do..a lot....

sharks..okie..im better than ytd..tats for sure..mi mama know le..coz ytd i was studying for chemistry..then down there crying also..then mi mom by rite wun look at mi de..so i think cry is safe..then later she stood up..walked towards mi then she saw mi crying..then asked mi wad happen..she tot i was sick..then for the very first time..she didnt scold mi for getting bad results..bad till i mite flunk hist..i think itz for the first time..i sec 3 onwards i think i nv flunk hist before..then i think itz also the first time i cried till real hard for mi results..even when i scored very badly for other times i also nv realli cry..she comforted mi..then say nvm..but i cld tell she was quite disappointed also..coz itz a part a n part b qns..then i think she also told mi father..tats y he didnt ask mi how i did for the paper..hmm..i think itz tat even if they forgive miself..i cant forgive miself for making such a stupid mistake..zhi ming shang..causing mi to flunk hist..n maybe combined humans..mi mama said tat itz okie if i cannot go to jc..but itz not okie to mi..i realli wan to get into a jc..maybe ive been realli pampered since young..i get wadever i wan..em1..get into 6A..then got into zhonghua..though i wanted to go cedar at first..then got a triple sci course..everything i wanted..maybe coz of tat ba..i wanna go sa..saint andrews..but li yun they all say tat if wan transfer sch after getting o level results very difficult..tats y i also dunno how..aiya..dunno la..have to study real hard for mi chem..n i have to get all As for mi both maths n chem in order to get into a jc during mi first 3 mths now..ehz..today bio prac..was okie for mi..though i got a bit blur at the beginning again..but got 2 sets of diff ans by the majority of the ppl..also dunno which one is correct..dunno..going to study for mi chem le..:)..

bloggie..haiz..hist n emaths today..emaths was okie..hist..haiz..bloggie..mi hist..seq i both qns also use wrong source..how..u tell mi how..even if i got correct statements..i checked le..itz onli 4-5 marks for (a) and 4-6 for (b)..how..i dunno..i nv do unti so badly for mi hist..i think i will this time rnd..it was realli an impact for mi..i expected a lot from miself from humans..i realli do..im onli aiming for b for humans..itz mi strongest sub..now wad to do..can u imagine the shock i got?when i saw the qns..i was thinking..other pieces of notes came into mi mind..the correct one u know..then i went to write down the wrong pieces of notes coz i tot it wasnt..WHY!y was i so silly?y did i think so much?i shld have juz wrote it down..it was the correct one!this is the first time i realli cried over mi exams..i dun cry coz of exams in zh..Y!i think im going to flunk it..n itz not as if i nv study..i did..almost skipping mi dinner u know..ms chew will be so disappointed..mi parents also..tat time when i got 15/25 for mi test which i didnt realli study she told mi i cld do better..now?wad now..mi parents nv expected mi to flunk mi hist..y..y..!

im going crazy..i havent scream finish in sch yet..MI PHYSICS DIE LE!!!a lot of wrong u know..mi calculations n stuff..altogether now minus 14 marks le u know!!haiz..ARGH!!!!wad kinda paper is tat!!elim walk down the row still down there smiling..:(..i wanna cry le..haiz..go makan mi maggie mee..see ya..

morning!hahaz..today woke up even later..hahaz..okie..ytd..hmm..nth much also..but at nite listen to the jing qu jiang..5566 got a position!!!best-selling cd!!i didnt expect tat!!!woohooo!!!hahaz..then i was alone in mi room then screamed(softly..hehez..)then down there clapping mi hands..hehez..going nutz..but too happie!!hahaz..juz now was reading bf's blog..then she said we cant forget certain things..hahaz..well..i think for mi rite..i know i will nv forget..so i dun bother trying to forget..hahaz..but can onli try mi very best not to think about it onli..:)..hahaz..then after reading her blog..then i realised i got so mani quotes!!hahaz..like wads urs will eventualli be urs..bla bla..hahaz..but i realli believed in tat..:)..hmm..liking a person is noting tat he/she will always be happie n even if we cant get wad we wan..at least he/she is happie tats enough?hahaz..i always believed in tat..coz liking is not possessing..but is giving tat person happiness instead..:)..hmm..clemence has been smsing mi for the past few days..yet again..but i nv reply him..dunno wad happen to mi..i dun ignore ppl's smses de..then this time ignore his..then ytd he called mi to go out today..but i still nv reply him..coz i find it very weird la..he say next wk he going overseas for ns training..then call mi go out..mi prelims continuing on monday leh..then somemore he has a galfren now..i cant realli be tat close with him..i dun wan the same thing to happen again..esp when i know i wun like him anymore..coz im like tat de..once i made up mi mind on smth..i will nv pick it up..even when itz rite beside mi..maybe tats y i think so much..then in the end i also dun wanna reject him..so i nv reply..got a feeling tat hez selfish..coz onli think of his own interests..kevin down there calling mi to study all day long..he down there calling mi to go out with him..contradiction between 2 gd frenz..n he dun care about his galfren n mi feelings..does he know tat the incident of mi being the third party..which is not true..is still haunting mi..whenever i see the other sharon i will try to avoid her?he dunno..coz i nv tell him..n his galfren also..wad will she think if her boyfren keep talking to another gal?hmm..so tats y i nv reply him all the smses..to avoid hurting anyone..though maybe he will get a bit pissed off when i nv reply his smses..hmm..everyone also calling mi to study..so after writing this i will go back to studies again le..hahaz..hmm..7th consecutive day im dreaming of tat..think the dream is going to last for at least 1 mth or so..again..

woke up 1 hr later today..hehez..last day can slp until so long..slp longer..hehez..hmm..zao an..hehez..wad did i do ytd..hmm..nth much..but slacked a lot..ytd then i rmb..mi prelim results are for mi to enter first 3 mths for jc..coz i was thinking thinking..then realised tat..then ARH!!!WAD??!!shit!!ive been slacking so much!!watching tv..summer scent..very nice..then after tat watch shao nian te gong dui..then saw sun xie zhi inside..so shuai..!!hahaz..then his character very nice also..the kind tat suits mi..hey!wad m i talking..okok..back to it..tats how bad mi short term memory has gotten ..i forgot the purpose of prelims..oh no..then chiong last nite..but now phy im at magnetism..tats chapt 20..very slow leh..then hist second chapt after 1911 revolution..then chem at chapt 8..decided to stop chem for a while..since i got 2 days to study for tat..then chiong mi maths, hist n phy..mi maths haven do much..coz supposed to finish the papers for mi tuition hw..hmm..i got 1 song to intro!!very nice..itz sang by michael learns to rock..tat was a rather old song..but i onli got to know it recently..hehez..itz call That's Why(You Go Away)..very nice..if u wan can call mi send u the song..:)..this band got a lot of nice songs..:)..hahaz.."i wun forget...."hahaz..brings mi back to smth..6th consecutive nite im dreaming of tat again..looks like i will dream of tat for a very long time......

i wanna go back to sllppppp...awww...morning..now 8++ come online coz i was having a nitemare..im an undercover..supposed to catch someone..make mi run here n there in the dark..n i cant see much in the dark..hahaz..okie..ytd didnt do much..went to j8 to makan with mi mama..then come home..hmm..now chem at chapt 7..phy chapt 17..hist still the first theme..hehez..on stalin's rule..think i study until very slow..hahaz..hmm..5th consecutive nite dreaming of tat before mi undercover dream..issit going to come for 1 whole mth and more again?

morning!ytd went to meet yana first..n unexpectedly i was late again..for 7 mins..hehez..cant decide wad shirt to wear..hehez..then later study a bit..then zoe n bf came..go watch cinderella story..n manz!!it was great!!okie..there came this guy..chad michael murray acting as austin ames..n hez gorgeous..aww..realli..if onli he had more hair..hehez..okok..but the way he looked at hilary duff (acting as sam montgomery) at the halloween dance..i can melt again!!!hahahz..okok..back to the critic..*ahem*..hehez..okie..itz a typical cinderella story..like..sam's dad got a stepmama..then he died..then she lived in the attic with her 2 stepsis..then becoz of her stepmama's orders..by rite she cant go for the halloween dance..but she sneaked out..then by 12 midnite muz return back..then she was dressed as cinderella..then austin was dressed as the prince..they met n fell in love..actualli they fell in love with each other before tat..coz they were talking over the net..but didnt know each other's identity..then later 12 midnite she had to go..but left her hp behind as she rushed home..then the next day austin was looking for her throughout the whole sch..coz tat day sam was wearing a mask while austin wasnt..so sam knew who austin was n austin didnt know..then later..jing guo feng feng yu yu which made mi yana n zoe cried..ahahz..(zoe finalli cried!!hahaz..)..they finalli together!hahaz..this is a gd show..tat part when they jing guo feng feng yu yu is a weeper..n the moral of the story is dun allow fear stop wad u wan to do..hahaz..u gotta watch this show!!definitely!!hahaz..jun xiang..i hope this critic helps..hahaz..for gals they watch already most prob will go gaga over it..for mi i was awwing..hahaz..coz itz juz too sweet tat got mi onto the dreamy mood..for guys..i dunno..hahaz..hmm..as usual..it left mi thinking again..i think i expected mi life to be like a fairytale..with the ending tat i will meet mi prince..n live happily ever after..(well..hmm..maybe not happily ever after..coz theres no ending for us..hmm..someone once told mi tat before..)ya..well..i do..i asked zoe bf n yana..they dun believe in fairytale..but..i may be naive..but i do believe in fairytales..im too stubborn..but i strongly DO believe tat all ppl in the world will find their princes n princesses..juz tat how they took it..like.not appreciating the other person's presence?hahaz..i know im silly..but i still believed tat..which happened a long long time ago?hahz..but the show a bit disheartening..coz though they fell in love but sam tot she cld not love him..coz they r from different worlds..they r from the same kinda family background..but austin wears a mask..(juz like mi..i dun show mi emotions out easily..itz hidden..)n some snobbish gals in the sch like him..ya..but finalli..coz of love they got together..hahaz..love overcome all barriers..--->tats mi perception of love..:)..ok la..enough of they show..half the blog entry is talking about the show..hahaz..then after the show we went to take neoprints..ahhaz..finalli!wanted to take for a long long time..hahaz..and the last time i ever went to cine i also took neoprints..the last time i was there i also took neoprints n caught a show..with somene..i dreamt about tat again..!!!!!!!haiz..4th consecutive nite im dreaming of tat..

good morning..~!!hahaz..practically every morning also wake up arnd this time to come online..hehez..hmm..but today cannot lai chuang..hahaz..like i always do..coz mi mama going work le..if she call mi to wake up i still lai chuang then later i will wake up at 10..then will be skinned by izyana le..hehez..later going to meet her at somerset 11..then meeting bee fang n zoe later..mi n yana go study first..then later catch the show at 1.05..cinderella story!!awww..im going to get dreamy again later..hehez..speaking of dreams..i dreamt about tat again..!!3rd consecutive nite..haiz..i still dunno if it is a gd thing..nvm..juz now i was looking thru mi frenster..exploring..then realise tat zh boys bball going to shut down..!!kaoz!!very guo fen!!wad is a sch without bball??i know it mite onli be the guys..but where got sch got bball gals dun have guys de??wad is the sch doing??!!:(..very disappointed..though im not in bball..but whenever mi mood not gd i wld go to somewhere in the sch to watch ppl play bball de..i used to do tat very often..y..!!tat time shut down netball..okie..fine..now shut down bball..wad is happening??i seriously think tat the student council shld do smth about it..although it mite not help..but who knows rite?student council shld be voicing out students opinions..not sitting down there watch the sch do smth which upsets the students..!!the student council..as far as i can see..is still not performing..i think the sec 4s most enthu in council..maybe coz we r prefects..(ARE)..at least we voiced out tat we wan prom nite n we went to do it..now..wad can the sec 4s do?we r graduating..n we dun realli participate in council stuff anymore..haiz..hope the sch wun be tat bad when i come back next yr..dunno since when..i realised i like zhonghua..coz..the bonding..pb..frenz..some mite say the principal sharks..n i do agree..but..zh made mi come across a lot of super duber gd frenz..:)..hmm..prom nite..tat time jason pissed mi off when he said it was juz a waste of time..i was realli angry..coz we put a lot of effort in doing prom nite..n he says itz a waste of time..fine..up to him..but..now dunno find hotel le or not..not sept le..shld be booking time le..hmm..mi go bathe le..or else izyana will skin mi if im late again..hehez..now a bit too early..but nvm la..hahaz..see ya..!!

rite..i juz finished editing an error in mi blog n i dunno wad it is..so i had to change the whole template all over again..edit everything..but actualli it was more of copy n paste la..ehhez..but next time..if u all wanna irritate mi rite..can use mi blog..i used 1 and a half hour to edit the whole thing and itz driving mi crazy..!!seriously..sigh..today..this time supposed to have chem lesson in sch but i didnt go..hehez..too lazy n i feel tat it doesnt realli help much..ya..then in the end stay at home make this thing..HMPH!today whole day staying at home..dun wan go anywhere..muz study..hahaz..u know wad kevin said..?i mean..kevin seet..our vice-head prefect when we were in sec 1..rmb??we all still keeping in contact thru frenster mail..ahahz..n it all started when i wrote a testimonial for him..hahaz..amazing rite..2 yrs nv talk then later kept in contact again..hahaz..he told mi to reply him back then go back n study le..mi future is at stake..woke mi up a little..hahaz..muz study..cannot slack..but i slacked a lot leh..hmm..oh ya..bloggie..im having the dream again..ytd n the day before..but the day before one was much more vivid..it was at ps..maybe coz i go ps too often le..hmm..dunno..

im back again..!!juz for a while..now listening n watching tv..hahaz..chi music awards in taipei..hmm..ytd went to lido watched bourne supermacy..tat show is nice..!ehz..from mi opinion la..the rest thinks itz still okie..maybe coz they didnt watch the bourne identity..tats y they didnt realli get it..but i think this time rnd bourne supermacy is better than bourne identity..n it has much more substance in it..;)..oh ya..n i realli pei fu miself until wu ti tou di le..action thriller shows i also can cry!!can u believe it??coz jason bourne(the main actor) was so nice!if u killed someone's parents wld u go n find her several yrs down the road n tell her the truth?tat things were not wad she tot it was?and..he didnt kill them purposely..he was a superspy..he was so nice!!!but..back to it..im doubting miself already le..issit tat itz realli tat touching tat made mi cry..?or issit tat the true fact is i wanted to cry n ive been holding back mi tears..?i dunno..hmm..ya anyway..after tat..went to walk arnd in hereen..then i left earlier than zoe they all..coz itz arnd 6 le..then i nv tell mi mama i go watch movie..(if i tell think she will skin mi if she knows im watching movies during prelims period..esp if this is mi second one in the wk..hehez..)..then zoe they all went to cine coz wt wanted to buy scrungy..(dunno how to spell..hahaz..)..yupz..today..nth much also..nv study a lot..now still at chapt 3 of phy..finished mi tuition hw..*sigh*..tml still got tuition..hmm..bloggie..have i changed??i seemed to be drowning miself in bks..novels..i was reading a bk..the rescue by nicholas sparks the day before..then i think nicholas sparks also watched moulin rouge before..coz he said in the bk tat to love and being loved is the most precious thing on earth..it was so wonderful..then the female protagonist said smth about coz we grew up reading fairytales tats y we expected to have a perfect ending..it was so true..not onli the sentence somewad from moulin rouge..coz to love n being loved is indeed the most wonderful thing tat cld be found on earth..in fact..love is..and also..we grew up reading fairytales tats y we expected everything in our lives to be perfect..rite?think again..when we were young..wld we have tot tat we wld encounter so mani diffculties n downs in life?but..even though tat mite be true..i still believed in fairytales..hahaz..tats ironic..but..i still believe tat the story of little mermaid is true!!while others grew up reading eng version..i read the chi version first..then..it was so nice..!!!tats the meaning of true love i think..not expecting much from the one u love..but giving it all out..aww..here i go again..!hehez..hope u all dun mind..maybe i didnt change..coz i still believe in true love..still believed in love at first sight..still wan to fly away someday..:)..and mi perception of love did not change..

*yawn*..good morning..!!today phy prac..by rite dun have to wake up so early de..but woke up at this time..(7++) coz mi mama go to work..scared later if i wake up miself i will slp until noon and there goes mi phy prac paper!!hahaz..hmm..wad shall i say??mi dream??i dreamt a lot of things last nite..but i dreamt tat i was back in perth..n i dreamt of someone..guess who..?itz tony sun!!!hahaz..last nite cant slp again..went to bed at 12+ but think fell aslp at onli 1++..hmm..back to perth..coz i rmb mi hotel was behind a few malls..n i dreamt of the few malls..perth is realli fun!!then the dream over le..hehez..then i dreamt of tony sun..!i dreamt tat i saw him personally..n he is gorgeous!!definitely more gorgeous than ronald susilo!!then dream over le..hehez..then dreamt of some more things but i cant rmb wad..oh ya..speaking of ronald susilo..hez getting married!!yay..congrats!!hahaz..itz was kinda touching le..his proposal to li jia wei.."i want you.."..awww..hehez..hmm.now early in the morning listening to gu dan bei ban qiu..hahaz..u know tat this song used to make mi cry?hahaz..it did..sometimes it still does now..hahaz..u know theres a female version of this song sang by lin yi cheng?the lyrics is also viewed from a gal's pt of view..ahahz..maybe to u all this song is touching n nice..but not to the extent of crying like mi ba..ehehz..but maybe if this song nv have certain part of the lyrics..i wldnt have cried..n..when i first heard this song was 1++ mth ago..tat period..+ certain part of lyrics..well..hehez..yupz..

hmm..i juz finished editing mi tagboard..hahaz..though not very nice..coz the black doesnt realli go well with the grey..but the best tat i cld do with mi greyish blog..hahaz..instead of a pinkish one?hahaz..realise smth..im more into grey then black..yupz..today bio paper..DIE LE!!!very difficult to mi lor..haiz..realli scared tat i'll fail the paper..though im not planning to add it into L1R5..but i juz dun wan to have a d/e/f in mi prelims..haiz..hoping tat i cld pass..but itz hard lor..have to use mi bio prac to pull mi up..but i doubt it can also..this paper totally no confidence..haiz..i dunno y..but everytime bio main exam..as in like ca/sa..i nv pass before lor..im screaming again..hahaz..juz like how i did juz now..but to mi it was realli tough..when i dunno wad im writing about..juz writing stuff..then i know itz tough le..like always..sigh..lets drop the matter..or else i will :( all the way today..hmm..tml phy prac..pls dun let mi shiver again..choy..but..muz relax..!!hmm..talking about tml..hmm..i think tml morning i will be online la..but nvm..juz type down..tml going to watch bourne supremacy!!yahoo!!!coz wei ting's aunt got free tics..then go lido..actualli i dun like to watch in lido..the first time i watched was last yr..watching di xia tie with yana(ya..she dun realli understand chinese but she read the eng subtitles..hahaz..maybe next time i go watch malay movies with her then i read subtitles..hahaz..)then tat time i didnt have a very gd experience..coz the guy sitting behind mi was kicking mi..then mi company ppl was calling mi(coz i was working tat time..but i tat day nv go to work..)then itz not very comfy..(oops..m i fussy?hehez..)ya..but since itz free tics..so nvm la..hehez..but finalli can watch bourne supremacy..!!maybe next mon or tues going to watch cinderella story u know..hahaz..coz we all feel like..then shun bian go yishun bk study..again..for the sake of zoe..sometimes i feel i very qian bian..prelims le i still keep on watching movies..going out..in 2 wks watch 3 movies..broke record le u know??hehez..hmm..oh ya..juz now i was thinking..maybe at the end of this yr..i will write about mi story..mi biography..hehez..at least got 16 yrs of stuff to tell..not now..coz..somethings r still uncertain in mi mind..:)..yupz..

hmm..helloZ~!!hahaz..hmm..let mi start from monday ba..monday a maths n ss paper..i think a maths paper this time rnd not very diff la..then ss..i scared leh..coz i dun have realli enough time to elaborate on a lot of things..though i did do an analysis..dunno can get to l4-10 marks or not..or else write analysis also no use..then after ss paper..hehez..went to j8 mos..actualli wanted to go to amk mos de..but we all(mi bf n zoe)missed the 22 bus..waited for like 45 mins..then another 53 bus came..then rmb j8 also got mos..so go j8..hehez..pai seh..they all tat time very hungry..mi not very hungry..they all dying to eat..can simply eat in s-11..but i sorta persuaded them not to??hehez..sorri la..time has yet proven again..im a super stubborn gal..ahhaz..coz i was thinking since decided to wait le..mite as well juz wait..or else later at s-11 the food come then the bus also come le isnt tat a waste??hehez..ya..then ytd..hmm..ytd we all had bio until 1++..not tat bad..rush to ps..wanted to watch 13 going 30..coz they all dun think tat bourne supremacy is nice..then later in the end full house..ended up watching open waters..itz not nice!!!itz quite a stupid show..serious!!half the time they r showing the couple being stranded in the middle of the ocean..then later the guy died from excessive loss of blood i think..then the gal..gave up her life by drowning herself..tats the ending..i can understand how she feels..but this kinda ending very unsatisfactory leh..but..i think if i were her rite..i wld swim..look..ur loved ones wun wan u to give up ur life..isnt it so..?giving up after like 1 day..then u wasted the 1 day le..but itz true tat things out in the middle of the ocean r very pessimistic..so u mite nv know..bourne supremacy is definitely better!!hahaz..but cant watch..:(..i wanna watch cinderella story n garfield!!out on 2 sept..which is..tml??argh..but dun think i can watch u know..i tml going to have bio then now i still on chapt 6 onli..still got 200 pages to go..dunno how to survive le..hmm..ytd when i was bathing..i tot u know..coz i was singing..hehez..as usual..u know liang jing ru song?yong qi..?mi n wt were singing tat in the gallery while they dunno doing wad briefing..ehehez.."ai zhen de xu yao yong qi..qu xiang xing hui zai yi qi"..hmm..then i tot the sentence realli very true..a lot of things..we need the courage to do them..hmm..u know..sometimes i simply cant slp at nite..n i dunno y also..then stay up late..until arnd 1..then later open mi door..look outside living rm..then realise mi parents n sis all slp le..left mi alone in the dark..the feeling..very scary..tat kinda feeling..like..u r in the world with a lot of ppl arnd..but no one actualli bothers about u like tat..i know the expression very funny..but it is so..tats y i very scared in the middle of the nite..u know..every nite i go brush mi teeth..then halfway brushing n looking up to the sky searching for stars..i wld close mi eyes..take a deep breath of the nite's air..then..in the end..i will onli find out tat the air at nite..seemed so familar..yet so far..so far..do u know i have the habit of looking up at the clear blue sky..then reaching out for it?coz i feel tat i like so small in the world like tat..hmm..then go back mi rm..dun have the mood to study le..then listening to songs..then go to mi wardrobe..take out a box..the box..looking thru while sitting on mi bed..hmm..bloggie..i seemed to be losing faith in miself le..zhen me ban..?the faith in mi..seemed to have vanished..all i have left..is nth much..but..fear..

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